Excuse my will to not yell at people, but I just need to release my pent up anger and pain. I've been suffering long enough, 2 weeks has gone long enough! It's not fair, all these sexy and lucky female users get to have sex and happy family, while I'm lonely, and cried myself to sleep every night while drinking to take away the pain (yes I know I relapsed, but it's not my fault completely), hoping that true love will find me. If love truly exists, then I think it doesn't love me at all. And that made me feel like I'm not beautiful enough for everyone to love me, so I pretty much stopped eating. Remember when I said that I was eating pizza? Well, it's my favorite food and my Mom didn't see me eat much, so she gave me some and I didn't want to hurt her feelings, so I ate it even though I really didn't feel like it (but I appreciate her for looking up for me). Why can't I have a happy ending for once in my life? Just why? Because every previous person I got shipped with either cheated on me or wasn't active much on Imgflip!!!! I think it clear that nobody loves me! NOBODY! Not even Squidward's house! But I don't force love at all. I might as well never wake up again, but the only reason I'm alive is because I shouldn't die young and leave people (that truly cared about me) behind. And now I got irl friends worrying about my mental health, but I keep telling them I'm fine, but deep down in my heart.....I'm still hurting.....it's very sore......it might as well get a surgery for.........repair..........-
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