I feel you, except it's more if my sexuality rather then gender. I'm not trans so I dont know too much but I have a trans friend. I dont think your thinking that way because you want attention but it may be what you desire.
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i feel like i feel this way just to get attetion from others im just not sure what i am at this point in time and i feel like if my parents find out if i do become transgender id get in more pain than i did when they found about me being bi i just honestly don't know what i am and feel like if i made a decision now with me being 14 it might make me feel like id want to change back when im an adult but i just don't know what im doing i shouldn't even be talking about this and just keep it to myself but i feel like it's just better if i have people to tell since i can't tell others
hey, you're probably not "looking for attention" or "faking your feelings"
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i just don't know how to combat these feelings or even if i should i just don't know why i feel this way and if someone found out i had these thoughts i feel like id just be bullied for having them and espcially if my family found out i might be riticualed and forced to go to couseling for having a "mental illness"
Oh god.... don’t combat the feelings maybe but stay in the closet
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it's kinda hard to stay in the closet with them because my dad is tracking everything the only reason he can't track this is because it's a school chromebook
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they already reacted negitively to me being bi idk how they'd react to me being trans
ok so like ive fantasized about being a girl before but ive mainly dismissed it because i didn't think that's what i actually wanted to be but since yesterday after watching a lot of one topic at a time the thoughts have just cluttered my mind idk what to do anymore