Hai

Hola.

Hello
Hru

I'm okay, hbu?

Shit but I'm fine

O h o k a y .

Lmao

Lol idek.

Bad morning

Bruh-

Lmao
Hru

Shit but its fine you?

I'm ok

Cool

Yee

Bad morning

Bruh-

XD

Hru?

Shit but its fine you?

.-. no it’s not fine, what’s wrong?
same lol

Its fine

u sure?

N o p e

What’s wrong?

I'd rather keep cutting

._.

Like what? I can't use my devices after 10 pm that's the only other thing that helps

*shrugs* if it’s after 10pm then sleep ig
idk what else

E h I just dont want to take those lmao-

well yeah, better than self harming tho right?

I have less breakdowns when I am

You must find something else to help you cope, idk what, but there are other things that you can do

They know I'm depressed but I have a bad feeling that them trying to help with it cause if like the self harm and stuff would make it worse

Really?

it might make it worse, but it might name it better

that’s just I’ve heard, I’ve never tried it myself

Make*

*shrug*

._.

E v e r y t h i n g

:/
need to talk about anything?

I want to self harm tho-

don’t self harm tho-

I am trying to stop the self harm

okay good

I'll be fine.... probably

you don’t sound very fine
if you need to talk about anything then I’m here for you, but if you’d rather not then I understand

:l

:/

Haha n o n e

Haha w h y n o t ?

It calms me down I have a lit more breakdowns when I'm not

that’s understandable, but you gotta find something else to calm you down that doesn’t involve hurting yourself

Why doesn't anybody let me cut myself

Because it’s not good for ya mate, we care about you ya know?

Why did I leave my pocketknife at my moms house

._. I’m glad you did

Cause my friends on here are practically forcing me to

Well that’s great

Her trying to help is where it gets either reasonable solution that helps or the opposite

:/ but you should let her try to help, or talk to someone else about it and let them try to help, you gotta try to stop the self harm

Eh

Maybe... and if they found out about the self harm they'd probably be devastated or smth

They probably won't

If they found out about the self harm then hopefully they’d get you something to help

yea, but it’s worth a try lol

*shrug* idk

You should try to get some, it could really help you, it doesn’t work for everyone, but you don’t know until you try

Therapists cant prescribe antidepressants tho

To get those my parents would have to know how bad the depression IS and why would I use shrooms drugs will just make it worse in the end

Tell your parents about your depression then, and about the self harm, get some help

if taken in a controlled amount shrooms can apparently cure depression

;-;

.-.

:/

.-.

Insomnia go brrrrrrrrr

Sleeping pills?

Yeah but it helps

No, it makes you feel a bit better for a while, but it makes you worse over time

I'm not

*shrug*

Nothing works

well stop cutting, cause you’re just gonna damage yourself more

Yeah my mom would also probably have a breakdown

Not really

If she would have a breakdown then she’d probably try to help you

*shrugs*

I've had therapists before for different reasons than depression before but they dont help

Well, you could try to go to a therapist for depression, it might help, you never know

if you don’t want to do that then ig anti depressants? idk if that’ll help or not, or ofc you could try shrooms, they help apparently

It's just a shit ton of depression I'll be fine...

You getting professional help with it?

:/ ig you’re right, but they might get you anti depressants or something idk

Yea, I can’t wait to get some to see if they help lol

W e l l the things that are able to help or distract me from depression are all devices if they knew how bad it was they'd probably blame it on me being inside all the time playing video games and make me do other stuff which makes it worse

Ohok