She found my phone number she texted me to say "i liked you, you were amazing and at one point i wanted to actually marry you". I freaked out then i figured out this is early stage of life I'm not even 20 yr old and we already love each other long distance won't work.... Nothing will work I will have to go back to just a nobody.. she was the only person... I have not found anyone since... It's awkward.... It seems every one's there it my own reality why don't I join it? Would dreams be my life short answer is no. I can't live a lie my conscious and subconscious work together but can't be my life it's not like that it won't work i just will have to have no gf till I'm 20 or even 30