ya im depressed but i try my best to cover it up and ig i do it well cause everyone sees me as this super happy person with a bubbly personality, i cut myself and ik its not good but try and make new friends! and some advise is to try and not show your sadness all the time i mean thats what i do i have some mental break downs once in a while but yea! stay strong and know that ur amazing!!!!! lots of love!