am i useless
am i too ugly
does she actually class me as a friend?
is she lying about that she doesnt hate me?
does she hate me
will she say she doesnt want to be friend anymore
is she talking behind my back
am i stupid
am i hated by everyone
does she think im too much of a crybaby now?
does she secretly hate me?
am i too bad at something?
does she want me to die?
why does this happen to me?
why do i want to curl up and die?
what is this feeling?
why can i not stop crying?
why do i just want to tear myself apart?
am i already torn apart?
why do i want to break everything?
am i broken?
whats the purpose of me being alive?
why do i want to kill myself?
why do i have to live?
someone save me.
someone help.
i feel myself breaking bit by bit.
stop this pain.
what do i do?
why do i want to reject my life?
whats this feeling?
i cant breathe.
i feel like im dying.
everything is wrong with me.
kill me, please.