Purposely made this public so that everyone knows this.

If only pinning posts were a thing via Imgflip.

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https://imgflip.com/user/Keithist0p

I cannot truce with them-, for they'll never ever just sit down and listen to my words when they are in a cranky grumpy mood. Allow me to confess, and explain a couple things before we go. Note that there's cursing (out of anger), suicide mentions, racial issues, etc. Read at your own risk. This comment may turn into a thread soon.

They and I were dating again for the 7th time a while back. In a zoom, they claim that I've said numerous inappropriate jokes to their friends. This, being true and false- due to `` Eggman's Copypasta `` having some mature themes, though I was never informed that I made the entire chat uncomfortable.

They claim that I forced them into sexual attention. This is false, however I was a witness to their sexual act. I never forced them, though this statement being 50% true, due to their claim that my ``kindness makes them turned on``, so this being a misunderstanding - therefore, their and my fault.

They claim I go against BLM and they claim that I support former president Donald John Trump. This is false all entirely. No evidence shows any idea of me supporting the slavery and injustice of black people. I DID say that BLM was a stupid idea, only for the sake that I support equal rights upon humans, and that discrimination is stupid. I am a supporter of All Humans Matter, because the minority difference is stupid in my opinion. Former President Donald Trump is a scumbag, but I will say that I support REPUBLICANS for their opinions. I do not care who likes what because I respect all opinions. I have a friend who supports the republican party, and I do not hate her for Trump. One thing I see good in Trump is the idea of economy. Otherwise, I personally dislike him. I am not a socialist or a part of the KKK. I am an independent who does not go into politics alot, but sometimes does.

They claim I say the N word. This is true, but only partially. I understand it's history, as I use it rarely towards my black friends. This sounds horribly wrong, and that's understandable. I never use it as a racial term, and as a slang. My black friends all confirmed that they are fine with me saying it at rare moments and respect that I am not using at as an insult. I never use this slur to anyone else who I do not know is fine or not fine with the slur.

I formerly apologize for all the wrong-doings I have done in my life, as I am trying to make friends and be happy again. ----

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For the sake of everyone, I had purposely told everyone via my social media to please inform if my humor is uncomfortable. Otherwise, I'm not obligated to apologize for jokes I took too far because no one informed me about the trigger warnings. Some are fine, others are not. I personally understand this, yet I cannot predict who likes what.

I WILL not apologize for any upcoming lies that are spread about me. I am not ashamed for what I'm titled as because I know I'm NOT THAT KIND OF PERSON. I take responsibility for my actions, and don't when they have nothing to do with me.

I respect all opinions, hate, and insults hurled as long as people have a good reason to do so. Otherwise, I do not take insults lightly. The user mentioned specifically asked me to delete my rants, and post a confession- however it is only to the part where I confess MY WRONG-DOINGS and not issues that I know I didn't do.

Yes, I puke hearing about my Ex. Yes, I do feel suicidal. Yes, I am unstable and unable to move on from issues that break me.. so that is why I try to convince myself that I can move on. This is why I try to be social so that I can be a better person to people. Some don't understand this.. so it breaks my heart.

I take blame of what ***I*** did in the past. I cannot change it, but I can better myself. Surely no one has realized that it's hard to just.. change in a snap of two fingers? I am taking therapy, I am taking my prescribed medications, and I do have a life. I love my family, my pet, my friends, everyone who supports me and who appreciates love.

Believe what you like. This is just the end of my explanation.

End,

Ceru/Novaa.

*claps*
I have belief in you.
You can do it.
Things will become better for you.

If only everyone knew th is-

I don't know much about you as an imgflip user, but that was a very touchy, interesting story.

It was because my ex and I got into a fight, I was sick of her lies and me being angry, so I proposed to delete my rants, and put this up if she'll just leave me alone for a while.

Being lied to is such a horrible feeling.

I will admit my faults, if I can just get soMe pEAcE,, , for oNce.

We're both at fault. We're both not heroes or villains. Thing is, I accepted that role as some kid who's titled as the ``monster who manipulates others``. I've accepted that I'm a piece of shit.

But it's fine. I got it out of my chest. Side effect is now that I've ... lost my fEelings.

oh cool