I HAVE NEVER BEEN ONE TO QUESTION WHY THINGS ARE OR THE WAY THEY HAPPEN. YET THAT NAGGING QUESTION “WHY” IS ALWAYS PRESENT THOUGH I HAVE LEARNED NOT TO ASK. BUT SUFFERING THE DBS OF OUR SON HAS MADE THAT DIFFICULT TO DO. AND AT THE VERY LEAST I WONDER. THE ANSWER I BELIEVE WOULD NOT CHANGE A THING, AT THE WORST COULD CAUSE EVEN MORE PAIN. I HAVE NO NEED TO KNOW THIS SIDE OF THE CROSS AND ONCE ON THAT SIDE, WILL IT MAKE A DIFFERENCE. I LONG TO EMBRACE MY SON, THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS…