Look at all the times, all the nights that intensified
Every day that I spent inside, barely getting by
Used to lay on my bed and cry, a pathetic guy
Not chill so I pop pills, how many times till I'm getting high?
Suicide's been on my mind, yeah I wanna die
But I don't wanna make my momma cry; So I try to hide it, I tell and lie, I scream and yell
That I don't need help, I said I'm fine
But dead inside, all my life I live petrified
Left paralyzed by anxiety and depressing times
All my life, all my life I pray to God, pray to God; To go way up high, far away from that Satan fire
Darker days, even darker nights from flames I rise
Days are getting longer, the nights are getting cold
So I pray to god that the devil is never taking my soul
Yeah, the days are getting longer, nights are getting colder
I've seen the worst in my nightmares
