oh lord. you think i havent f**king tried?
1. asked my mom for a therapist, she decided i didnt need one
2. when my dad found out i cut he decided to not give any shits, so why would i go to him for help?
3. my stepmom is a nobody to me and i dont trust my stepdad
4. people like you piss me off. you think you can help me? i dug this hole, this is my problem, i'll never escape. thats the cold hard truth.
5. i've given up trying to look for help. theres no point. i'll just stay here locked up inside my head, where im safe. safe from people hurting me.
listen here, i'm dealing with my shit and i dont need you or anyone to get involved. its only going to cause more problems, drama, and relashinship issues.