But how

Bruh there's more?!

Wdym lol

There's more

Oh good

read my comment here

nobody will comment
cause they don't care.

You good? Why do you want to delete

I was being an asshole. I can't control my emotions during this month, I'm usually just nothing but a mess. I had no control, and I was being rude to Liz. She used me being an emotional mess, and now mookie and melody hate me. 2 people who would seem to never hate someone that much, now hate me. This is by far one of the worst things I've ever done. Liz doesn't even care either, cause of me hurting her feelings, due to being unstable emotionally.
She wanted me to feel pain, and she succeeded, by using me against myself. Everytime someone says that, they always succeeds, and she's happy she did.

It'll be fine. I'll be right here

its not

I know. But I'll still be here

is it okay if you link this to people?

Sure

thank you

I'm sorry mate.

its my fault

its all my fault-

but why?

I basically bought this upon myself

I told her to do her worst to bring me pain

she did, and she has no regrets from what I know

And what would deleting accomplish that apologizing wouldn't? She would still be mad at you you'd just be gone. At least with apologizing you have a chance of her forgiving you.

I want to make her happy
she's happy with me being in pain
so deleting will just make he maintain the guilt, and pain
she'll be happy with that

I was pretty unstable, as you may already know
so I couldn't control it but tell her to do her worst

Then "she" doesn't sound like a very nice person that's worth your time.

she is, she's gone through a lot

That's no excuse to be toxic.

me being an emotional mess is similar then

And if you know that she's going through some tuff times then don't take anything personally.

Mate, I'm gonna be honest with you I don't the whole story but it sounds like you said some things you didn't really mean because you were having a bad day. The only advice I can give is to apologize formally and try to make it better.

I would try to apologize
but I can't do anything to change it
she won't believe me, much less care or even try to convince me to not delete