I'm a loser, no question I lost myself and my girl today Am I aging, or am I dying? At 24 years, I had the world to save And I was so wonderful that way So let me go So let me die 'Cause I'm too afraid to be alive I'm giving up On everything I miss you all, I always will I'm a junkie, I'm a monkey I'm a panicked freak, and I'm over it My complexion, my reflection At 24 years, I had the heart to play And I was so wonderful that way So let me go So let me die Cause I'm too afraid to be alive I'm giving up On everything I miss you all, I always will Breathe I was so wonderful I was so wonderful I was so wonderful I'm letting go I'm so ashamed That I'm giving up on who I am So watch me die With my past And wonder why it couldn't last