I have a big brother who’s going to college next year. He gets all the love and attention, and when I really need even one of my parents I can’t find them because they’re both showering him with love and attention. I get what you’re going through. I have to be the perfect child, and on top of that I have to be interested in everything they want me to be. I can’t say kill or idiot, because I’ll end up with a “dirty mind” and I’ll never go anywhere. Sorry, I shouldn’t be burdening you with my problems either.