That all depends on how you see love, my dude.
I first tried love, and fell for a girl around my age online. She was smart, funny, strong-minded, and adorable. I loved her more than anything in the world- and treated her like a queen. She was everything.
But I was forced into the second definition of `love`, and was forced to keep silent about it for 3 years. She would attempt to commit suicide if I were not to give her attention or place my attention on other people. She later got hospitalized and returned later, only to report me to the police for `cyberbullying` after she would threaten to stab my pillow if I were not to date her again. We broke up.. 4 times. She sort of became my nightmare.
I'm single now, since I'm no longer dating her- nor am I looking for love. How I see love is that it's a video game. There's obstacles, boss battles, and there's a prize. Using the cheat code and get back with my ex 3 times was only the sole cause of my own doom, trauma, and depression.
But that's not what love is. It's just how *I* see love. You're still young, so don't go out seeking for it at a young age.. it's dangerous. But someday you'll find (or you have one already) someone who loves you. Keep that within your mind.
I hope people are smarter than me, when it comes to relationships.. hh.
