On the day when I laughed hard Why is the night darker? It keeps bringing me down, down, down Hmm, the words that everyone said so easily Maybe you can hear it soon I've heard enough I've heard enough Of the things that I'm not Even if the whole world changes I'm still the same I dreamed of this path I walked As it was then, as it was then The first time I danced every day I was left there But you'll never know unless you walk in my shoes You'll never know, my tangled strings 'Cause everybody sees what they wanna see It's easier to judge me than to believe The old thoughts I hid deeply Sometimes grabbing me and tormenting me The more I do, I'mma shine baby You know they ain't got a shot on me Sunday night, I've been swallowed by my bed I've been all over my head Wonderin' if I gotta trying pretend I don't know what day it is I'm afraid I'll find myself hoping to know The brighter that light gets My shadow is getting longer When it's too dazzling Will I be able to see behind you? Even if the whole world changes I'm still the same I dreamed of this path I walked As it was then, as it was then The first time I danced every day I was left there But you'll never know unless you walk in my shoes You'll never know, my tangled strings 'Cause everybody sees what they wanna see It's easier to judge me than to believe The old thoughts I hid deeply Sometimes grabbing me and tormenting me The more I do, I'mma shine baby You know they ain't got a shot on me You can't sink, I know well I can't fly while looking at the ground Across the clouds, it's still bright I've been drawing in the picture Even in the torn places So I can empty everything and laugh I wanna face me, who I didn't want to see I remember, so I'll be okay Make flowers bloom in my blue room I'll always be waiting But you'll never know unless you walk in my shoes You'll never know, my tangled strings 'Cause everybody sees what they wanna see It's easier to judge me than to believe The old thoughts I hid deeply Sometimes grabbing me and tormenting me The more I do, I'ma shine baby You know they ain't got a shot on me