Ill explain. this is probably really stupid, but hey, not my problem.
So, when i was in elementary school, I had music classes lmao. I usually practiced singing and playing instruments. In 4th grade and 5th grade, I had to do a musical for christmas, going over the holidays, were we sang like, 10-12 songs. It was a decent experience for me, but it sorta took a big toll on my voice. I sang why too many high notes for my own good, and it left a crack in my voice that usually is hearable every now and then, sometimes it just gets really scratchy for no reason. This ruined my voice in my 5th grade year for music, and it hasn't changed since. I would try to sing a song every now and then, buts its just shitty, and oddly high pitched and weird compared to my normal voice. So basically: high pitched music notes, really ruined my voice and left a change in it probably forever. I probably sound like a kid who's mouth got smashed in with a piano when im trying to sing-