Smudge the cat

AND STILL I DREAM HE'LL COME TO ME THAT WE WILL LIVE THE YEARS TOGETHER BUT THERE ARE DREAMS THAT CANNOT BE AND THERE ARE STORMS WE CANNOT WEATHER; J M; I HAD A DREAM MY LIFE WOULD BE SO DIFFERENT FROM THIS HELL I'M LIVING SO DIFFERENT NOW FROM WHAT IT SEEMED NOW LIFE HAS KILLED THE DREAM I DREAMED