I was told this by somebody close to me when I thought of things. It might help you, I hope.

I JUST WANT TO SAY, NO MATTER WHAT, THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT YOU, YOU MAY NOT CARE ABOUT YOURSELF, BUT THERE ARE PEOPLE THAT DO. IF YOU RUN AWAY OR DIE, YOU MIGHT ESCAPE THE PAIN YOU'RE GOING THROUGH, BUT WHAT DO YOU LEAVE THE PEOPLE WHO LOVE YOU TO? YOU LEAVE THEM TO HELL. THEY'LL BECOME DEPRESSED. THEY'LL ASK QUESTIONS YOU AREN'T HERE TO ANSWER; WAS IT MY FAULT? DID I MAKE IT WORSE? COULD I HAVE STOPPED IT? IF YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT YOURSELF, PLEASE, CONSIDER THE PEOPLE WHO DO CARE. THEY'LL DO ANYTHING FOR YOU. GIVE THEM A SMALL FAVOR BY STAYING ALIVE.