I mean I sometimes think about how easy it would be to be dead, an eternal sleep would be nice, but I would never commit suicide and hurt all the people around me
Not really, no
My grandmother doesn’t care and would h e l p me die
My mom would move on and be better off without me
My brother may be slightly not ok and unstable
But my whole family is homophobic and hates me so I’d be doing a favor to them if I died :)
No, they may have trouble realizing how much they care, but they do. Especially your mom, a mother is incapable of hating their child, they may be disappointed in them, not like them, not like how they turned out, but they will still love them
DOSE ANYONE KNOW IF IT’S POSSIBLE TO HAVE SO MUCH MELENTONIN MEDICINE THAT YOU JUST DIE? IF SO HOW MUCH DO I HAVE TO TAKE CAUSE I HAVE AN ALMOST COMPLETELY FULL BOTTLE OF IT NEXT TO ME AT THE MOMENT