light is matter

i just keep my skull numb and it works for me

i cant dew that tho

just kill brain cells with memes or listen to some music

i AM listening to music rn XD but its background noise, my thoughts are completely filling up my brain and i cant focus on anything else. I tried to write everything down but idk where to start

ok, the problem is that you need LOUD music to assert dominance in your brain. I listened to some earrape tracks back then and ever since, i never had a single philosophical thought

i cant do that cause parents

ok, well, then the only way i can help you is advice. You need to assert dominance in your mindscape. Tell your brain "HEY! SHUT UP WITH THOSE SCIENCY THOUGHTS! I LIKE TO SLEEP TONIGHT, THANK YOU VERY MUCH!". However, how are you going to do it is your problem.

i cant, and i dont sleep much at all
im not tired tho
i mean
i usually get around 4-5ish hours of sleep and im fine
worst ive gotten from that is low blood pressure and temperatre shit

but you get the idea, right?

ig

or the nuclear option is to keep yourself so busy that you dont have time to think

but im keeping myself busy BY thinking

i mean something active

i tried going outside for a walk ,and yes i ended up watching leaves fall and leaves make shadows and that brought me back to my thougsht

ok, then try my loud music remedy

What’s the point in meditation?

to calm yourself and find "pEaCe"

And, how exactly do you do that?

You're supposed to clear your mid

Pfft, basically getting high for me

nice

*mind