Listen, BunBun.
People can't judge you for who you are. Unless, of course, you're a psychotic murderer, which you aren't.
If they judge you for your sexuality, you don't have to listen.
You only live once, and you shouldn't waste that life doubting yourself.
Grab life by the horns, (no pun intended), get out and live your life! Don't hide who you are.
Your girlfriend left you, she didn't accept you. She wasn't good enough for you.
If she didn't, bunbun, that's great! You held down a relationship after some heavy stuff!
Cheating is wrong, BunBun. You made a mistake. But is it that bad?
Well, yes. But at least you can learn from your mistakes. It's hard. You want to right your wrong and move on. I get it. I've felt it myself. No mortal is perfect. You've made your mistake. But you can fix it.
I am not one to tell you how to live your life.
The best I can hope is to give you advice.
Come clean to your girlfriend. If she doesn't accept you, she wasn't good enough for you.
You don't have to do this, but this is my piece.
Love doesn't hurt. In fact, it's the only thing that doesn't hurt. It's getting rejected that hurts.
But keep in mind...
Soulmates don't exist. You come across a person you love, you take your chance. They reject you, you can love again. If you can get through the crippling depression of a lost lover, you will soon recover. Some people never get over it. I don't blame them, but keep in mind. Soulmates don't exist. That one wasn't the only one you can love. You've experienced that firsthand.
I am not qualified to give you advice, so take all this with a grain of salt. The world would be terrifying if soulmates existed. Everything would be predetermined.
Don't follow the herd, be your own person.
Live your own live.
- Signed Under_Renovation