i hide my feelings and all my pain
i laugh for show and stay in my lane
you cry to me for all to see
i help you yet you don't care about me
put on a face just be fake
put my feelings out and get ripped apart
they may laugh but i protect u
i fight without rest
and you rest without fight
"never good enough"
"failure"
its what they say
and yet i continue doing all i can
i may cry alone and hide and hide my pain
but to be honest it is all fair game
i close the door no one may enter
i don't want to be placed in the center
you love to talk of all ur pain
and bring everyone down
yet you don't know my pain
so stay in your lane and just shut up
and at least try just try to be tough
-Ray
this is not for anyone i just wrote it for some reason