im sorry but i might leave

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There's no need to leave Zen, you're a mod, and most importantly, we need you.

If anything happens, I'll settle it.

It's alright buddy, We'll help you out if you need it

Also, I Have D.I.D. too

it started at birth they said i had a chance of death but i lived then five years of age i was food poisoned and survived im lucky to be alive but theres more i have d.i.d as u know but theres more i dont think im alive i dont even think i belong here u are all great but its me im scared of weather or not i might destroy this stream or worse bring it bad luck cause thats all ive done in my life is bring bad luck so please just forgive me for what im going to say my life is destroyed by anything im depressed im mad at my self and my life is beeing tortured by me beeing scared of death so im might just leave imgflip

im scared please help

well, nothing happens on accident, there's always a reason, and there's a reason you're still alive, these things don't just happen, you were supposed to be here for a reason, you were put on this earth for something only you can do, I don't know what it is, but I can feel it, you are supposed to be alive, God doesn't make accidents, and he hasn't yet. you have some sort of purpose you're supposed to be here for, that's why you're still alive, that's why I'm talking to you right now.

I'm here if you need me

No stay if it does we will cast you out

oh ok im just so scared

Do not be I feel bad for you but since I did not do anything to provoke it I am not sorry

oh k