I'm sorry Velor. I love you.

However, we are together, we have each other, though I have lost one comrade to these wankers, I swore to never lose another. If that means getting my very own account or losing myself in the midst of fighting, it doesn't matter. There are debts yet to be paid from both sides, but suicide is not one we owe them, and it never will be with me around.

It was really a potential misunderstanding.

However, be as it may, is no excuse for me to call you such a forbidden name as "commie" or anything like that. I saw how offensive it was, and I kinda didn't act like I was supposed to.
It just reminded me of how ignorant my friend was before she committed suicide, and it just hit me like a bullet in the gut. I'd imagine that'd go the same way with "commie" or "wanker" also.