there will be nothing that can separate you from God, there's nothing that will make him hate you, EVER. from the day you were born, until the day you die, he'll always love you, there's nothing you can do to make him love you more or less. if God didn't love us no matter what he wouldn't have sent his only son to die for us, the point is, he loved you then, he loves you now, and from what I know about God, he won't stop, there's nothing that can stop him, just believe.