Thats about as much as I can say without being killed

Mr. Dusk: TELL ME.

I can’t...

Mr. Dusk: FINE BY ME THEN-

Thomas: you will never know

Mr. Dusk: I AM A GODLY BEING SO I HAVE THE RIGHT TO KNOW-

Thomas: no way

Mr. Dusk: NO ONE SHALL BOW BEFORE YOU.

Thomas; shut up!

Mr. Dusk: *angry screeching*

Thomas: dumbass

Mr. Dusk: WHY CAN’T YOU TELL ME.

Thomas: because i don’t trust you

Mr. Dusk: then who do you trust?

Thomas: my brother.,, maybe a few others

Mr. Dusk: like who?

Thomas: not tellin

Mr. Dusk: fine.

Thomas: good grief...

Mr. Dusk: *walks off*

Thomas: now I don’t have to be bothered anymore...

Lime: what just happened?

Thomas: people keep trying to learn my secrets

Lime: they’re very curious-

Thomas: idc

Lime: ok then.

Thomas: Jesus why does everyone want to know that I’m b- F**K I ALMOST JUST SAID SOMETHING I’D DEFINITELY REGRET AND GO TO HELL FOR...

Lime: what is it?

Thomas: I’m not telling you

Lime: ok...

Thomas: no one can know...

Lime: ....

Thomas: everything would be over if they did

Lime: I’m sure they wouldn’t mind.

Thomas: that’s not true....

Lime: it wouldn’t hurt.

Thomas:
I would burn in hell if anyone found out

Lime: that’s false.

Thomas: it’s true!

Lime: you don’t have to be shy.

Thomas: it’s not about that
*hes actually trembling*

Lime: can you just tell me?..

Thomas: I’m.., I’m...

Lime: ..?

Thomas:b- I CANT DO IT! I’LL BE DAMNED FOR ALL ETERNITY

Lime: no you won’t!

Six: no really, why would I even care? It’s not like I’ll drag you to hell or anything.

Thomas: *whimpers*

Six: so go ahead.

Thomas: b-but...

Six: don’t worry I’m sure everyone will be okay.

Thomas: I-I-I’m... I’m b-bi- bisexual ok?! I HID IT AND HOPED THAT IT WAS JUST A PHASE AND WOULD GO AWAY BECAUSE THATS WHAT MY DAD ALWAYS SAID. IVE NEVER BEEN AT PEACE WITH MYSELF BECAUSE OF IT!!

Lime: ...that’s amazing!

Thomas: no it’s not... it’s awful... I’m a demon...

Six: even I, ruler of the “red world”, don’t think of you as one.

Thomas: well now you know...
*he buries his face in his arms*

Lime: it isn’t a bad thing.

Thomas: it is a very bad thing...
(His dad absolutely beat this idea into him so...)

Lime: you can’t just believe in everything y’know?

Thomas: but it’s the truth... anyone like me... they’re inhumans... disgraces... that’s how we were made... they weren’t supposed to exist
*sniff*

Lime: that’s bullshit! They’re people too! It’s those crazy people who push their religion and beliefs onto them!

Thomas: there is no place for people like me in this world...

Lime: of course there is a place! I’m sure you’ll be able to redeem yourself!

Thomas: everyone already hates me... I tried to tell myself it was because of them... but I secretly knew it was because of the disgusting beast that I truly am...

Lime: no no! You’re not disgusting! You’re just scared I guess.

Thomas: ... I’m awful....

Bloo: tbh you really are.

Lime: S-STAY OUT OF THIS BLOO!! anywho, I’m sure people like Lux and Sparky will forgive you, it just requires time.

*thomas sheds a tear, realizes it, and turns away quickly*
Thomas: doubtful

Lime: I mean, they’re not going to automatically forgive you for what you did to them but... later on I’m sure they will.

Thomas: they won’t... no one will...

Lime: of course they will!

Thomas: no...

Lime: yes!

Thomas: not when I can’t even forgive myself

Lime: it takes time-

Thomas: no... I will never be better...

Lime: I- oh I quit!

*he angrily walks off.*

*thomas starts to cry*

Nebula: I’m sure you can change-

Thomas: ... I doubt that...

Nebula: I’m literally god.

Thomas: ok? So?

Nebula: I know you can change-

Thomas: I’ve been beaten and abused into this mindset for nearly 2 decades...

Nebula: it’s their fault, not yours.

Thomas: it’s hard to change after so long...

Nebula: I’m sure you can.

Thomas:... no one even wants to be around me...

Mr. Dusk: that’s if you don’t change.

Thomas: even if I try no one will listen to me

Mr. Dusk: I’m sure they will later on.

Thomas: you heard what bloo said earlier...

Mr. Dusk: he does not bring mercy but I’m sure the others will-

Thomas: ... the things I’ve done...

Mr. Dusk: those are just big mistakes.

Thomas: I don’t even know where to begin...

Mr. Dusk: ...

Thomas: it’s not like people could forgive me just because of who I have revealed I am...

Bloo: they don’t care about you being bisexual since it’s normal, they were just hurt because of your actions-

Thomas: thing is... I don’t really know how to apologize... my dad brought me up saying “men don’t cry” and “don’t apologize for anything”...

Bloo: I saw Sparky crying before so whatever tf your dad said is false.

Thomas: I know that... but I never learned how to be a good person... I don’t know how...

Bloo: we can teach you I guess.

Thomas: really?

Bloo: y-yeah..?

Thomas: thanks I guess

Bloo: no problem

Novalis: tell him to explain why I have cried before

Sunstorm: *about to explain why* p

Bn: what?

Novalis: tell Thomase’s dad to explain why I cried

Sunstorm: I’ll sum it up, it’s because of Fakie

The dad: than you ain’t a man

Novalis: I am an Eldritch being, not a man, you idiot

Dad: naw

*Novalis snaps his (the dad’s) neck*

Sunstorm: he wouldn’t kill anyone on normal circumstances

Bn: nice

Thomas: I feel better... almost lighter now that I’ve revealed myself...

Bloo: see? There’s nothing wrong with revealing secrets, for example, I banged a pillow last nigh-

Thomas: no the same thing...

Bloo: wha-

Thomas: not*. It’s not the same thing

Bloo: oh.

Thomas: also I didn’t need to know that...

Bloo: true-

Thomas: I don’t know how bugs is so nice to everyone...

Bloo: maybe because he wasn’t an asshole and didn’t make 2 shapes’ lives more miserable?

Thomas: he was brought up the same way as I...

Bloo: still-

Thomas: I’ll never be better...

Bloo: I’m sure you will.

Thomas: I don’t even know how to

Bloo: again, we can show you how-

Thomas:... I guess

Bloo: ye-

Thomas: I still doubt it’ll work but I’m up to try

Bloo: now that’s the spirit.

Thomas: so.... how does one be nice?

Bloo: hmm...

*Bloo gives some money to a homeless person.*

Bloo: like this?

Mr. Dusk: and respect all LGBT.

*thomas pulls out 300,000 dollars*
(His parents were rich as f**k)
*he gives it to a homeless person*
Thomas: like that?

Bloo: yeah!

Homeless Person: :0

Thomas: that actually felt.. good

Bloo: I told you.

Thomas: now what?

Bloo: idk.

Thomas: ok... I bet if I go talk to someone maybe I can fix things?

Bloo: yeah.

*thomas finds lux and sparky*
Thomas: oh no...

Bloo: what?

Thomas: they’re gonna kill me...

Bloo: they seem to be minding their own business-

Thomas: but they hate my guys

Guts*

Bloo: maybe if you just carefully walk up to them and.. y’know.

*thomas slowly walks up to them*

Sparky: *sigh* here we go again...

Thomas: I-I-I...
*he collapses to his knees*
Thomas:I’m so so sorry for all of the awful things I have done in the past. I hate myself for it. Could you ever forgive me?

Sparky: . . . .

Lux: pardon?

Thomas: I’ve done so many stupid things and ruined your lives. I’m an awful person and I hate what I’ve done

Sparky: *sigh*

Thomas: ...

*and he just hugs him.*

Thomas: I’m so so sorry

Sparky: it’s fine....

Thomas: no it’s not...

Lux: you have a point- y-you technically killed him 2 times.

Thomas: *sniff* I know...

Sparky: now if you two excuse me I’m going to jump off a cliff.

Thomas: no!

Sparky: yes-

Thomas: *runs to the cliff and jumps off instead*

*Sparky gets wings and grabs him.*

Thomas: damnit

Sparky: no.

Thomas: *somewhat confused*

Sparky: I’m the awful one here.

Thomas: h-how?

Sparky: I literally beat the shit out of you one time...

Thomas: I f**king deserved it

Sparky: I’d rather be executed.

Thomas: no...

Sparky: yes, a monster deserves to be executed... *notices Charles* except him.

Thomas: then I’ll die with you...

Sparky: NO-

Thomas: why not?

Sparky: you don’t deserve it, I do.

Thomas: I’ve been so awful to you, plus I’m a monster

Sparky: I’m just a gay f**k.

Thomas: and I’m a disgusting beast

Sparky: no I am-

Thomas: oh wait you don’t know about what I really am...

Sparky: of course I do.

Thomas: what am I?

Sparky: just a kid.

Thomas: no... I’m worse

Sparky: no-

Lux: you were just raised by shitty people.

Thomas: that’s not what I’m referring to...

Sparky: still...

Thomas: I’m... bisexual... that’s the awful thing..,

Sparky: no it’s not.

Thomas; it is...

Sparky: no.

Thomas: *does something surprising and hugs sparky*

Sparky: ...

Thomas: hrmph. Why not?

Sparky: you’re too young.

Thomas: but I’ve caused so much pain

Sparky: I’ve caused you a shit ton of physical pain.

Thomas; I guess...