*le hugs* no cri

*huggo*

Wait nooo don't cry-

(It's cause this- https://soundcloud.com/misty-962182045/i-wont-let-you-kei-tsukishima)
Skylar: N-nothing...

(oooh, I'm on switch so I can't click on the link but i'll check it out later)
Tsukki: Are you sure?

(oki XD)
Skylar: Yeah...*pulls hoodie sleeves down so they cover their arms*

Tsukki; *grabs arm* Let me see your arm.

Skylar: *hesitates* No...

Tsukki: *lowers voice* Let me see it.

Skylar: t-there's nothing there...*clearly lying*

Tsukki: Oh well then... *grabs their hand and pulls their sleeve up*

*there's cuts up and down their arms*
Skylar: *looks down* damn it...

Tsukki: *at a loss for words* What, have you been... are you serious..

Skylar: but I know I'm worthless and I know I can't do anything right....

Tsukki: What you think... is from what I, and everybody else thinks. What I think about you? You're, the most beautiful person I've ever met... and I wouldn't change anything about you...

Skylar: I can't even do the easiest thing in volleyball right

Tsukki: *pulls you into a hug* Stop looking down on yourself...

Skylar: *hugs back, not knowing what to say*

Tsukki: *soft smile*

Skylar: *small smile*

Tsukki: *looks back at arm* How long has this been going on?
(YOUVE BEEN CREEPING ROUND ON ME... ok i'll stop.)

Skylar: most of the year...
(*wheeze*)

Tsukki: Are you serious? Why?
(YES)

Skylar: because...I'm depressed...and nothing helps...
(lol)

Tsukki: Why didn't you tell me?

Skylar: because...I didn't want to put more pressure on you...or anyone else...

Tsukki: Pressure? What pressure?

Skylar: I mean like...worrying....

Tsukki: *looks down at the floor* It's my fault. The way you acted, I should've noticed before...

Skylar: It's not your fault...I shouldn't act like this in the first place...

Tsukki: I feel like shit now... you were suffering and I was too focused on volleyball than how you felt...

Skylar: I hid it so you could focus on volleyball and not have to worry about me though

Tsukki: You should've told me, then... I could have helped you. I would do anything for you.

Skylar: I-i'm sorry...

Tsukki: *eyes start to water*

Skylar: *hugs him*

Tsukki: I- *shaky voice* I'm sorry you had to go through that...

Skylar: It's not your fault...I'm sorry for acting like this...

Tsukki: It's fine, *hugs tighter* But don't ever do that again, you hear me? I don't wanna lose you.

Skylar: *nods*

Tsukki: Stay here... with me.

Skylar: okay...

Skylar: *doesn't look up* It doesn't hurt...

Tsukki: It's doesn't hurt... *chuckles* Do you realize what you are doing to yourself?

Skylar: yes

Tsukki: But your doinb it anyway? Your going to hurt the people who care about you! *raises voice*

Skylar: *flinches slightly* No one else cares...so why does it even matter?

Tsukki: You think nobody cares? Of course they do! Everyone on this team cares about you! *lowers voice* I care about you...

Skylar: Why should they? *their voice starts getting quieter and shaky* I'm worthless...

Tsukki: They care about you because you're their friend. Ands friends stick together. So don't EVER f**king think you're worthless.

Skylar: But I am worthless, *tears start running down their face* I can't do anything right...

Tsukki: F**king idiot... nobody expects you to be great at anything and nobody on this team or outside of it thinks you're worthless and can't do anything right... *puts hand on cheek and wipes away their tear* Please stop crying.

*doing

yeah...

NOOO, WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO YOURSELF?!

because...I'm depressed

THERE'S BETTER WAY TO DEAL WITH THAT THEN CUTTING!

I'd rather cut than cry

I would send you a link for "Agoraphobic" but i'm on a switch so go to youtube and search up Agoraphobic

I can't right now

Oof.

yea

I've stopped for now though...cause Tsukki-

Tsukki: Tsukki what?

I already have been...

NOOOO

why?

I will not allow sadness in my household!

y tho

You sure you wanna know.

yes

Aight so, I used to have an IMGFLIP account back in January, but then it got deleted. But before it did, I had a friend on there. (lets just call them Alex)
Alex was struggling with some sad shit and ended up cutting themselves to deal with it. I was trying and trying to make them stop until they finally stopped, and it took a while for them to stop, and I don't want what happened to them to happen to you.

Oh...

I've actually already done that before....

Wait, WHAT?