dice's annnouncment

PLS READ; I have reached a point of sadness where I am so sad that when somebody attempts to make me happy, I feel sad because I realize the absence of happiness in my life. I want to feel happy, yet I probably will die lonely and sad. I feel as if I am the first to realize if we die now or die later we still die forgotten. If all humans killed themselves at once, it would have the same result as humans going extinct in billions of years. The only difference is time. Having friends is pointless, for they will die and so will we. It is all inevitable. I see no potential in my future. I am a legitimate prophet. I know I am pointless.