I FEEL DEADLY IM SCARED OF WHAT IM CAPABLE TO DO, IM MENTAL... I SAY IM FINE BUT IM NOT... IN THE INSIDE A BOMB IS ABOUT TO GO OFF. THERE IS NO LIGHT LEFT, ALL I SEE IS DARKNESS. MY PAIN ECHOS THROUGH THE CORRIDORS. I LOOK STRONG AND HAPPY BUT INSIDE IM SOFT. MORE TEARS SHED AND MY ANGER FUELS IT ALL....