Cynism & Mental health

BE CYNICAL BECAUSE DISILLUSIONED; BE CYNICAL BECAUSE YOU ARE DISILLUSIONED AND KNOW THAT IT'S A MENTAL LUXURY YOU CAN'T AFFORD; BEING CYNICAL BECAUSE YOU ARE DISILLUSIONED, KNOWING THAT IT IS A MENTAL LUXURY YOU CANNOT AFFORD, DOING IT ANYWAY BY INVOKING ART OR INTELLECTUAL THOUGHT AS MEDIATION; UNDERSTANDING THAT CYNICISM IS IN FACT A LACK OF HOPE IN ME BACK TO THE WORLD, REGAIN HOPE IN ME AND DIALECTIZE CYNICISM INTO NINJA