MSmg was a main source of my problems and leading caused more stress turning into depression and rage (hence why I'm Soulbreaker) and if I didn't stop there I'd have gotten chaotical. At that time I tried to shut down the stream because of the issues and that made me snap back and cut off the last string. MSmg is still a huge source of my rage and depression, hence why I get suicidal or I snap, just like I did with Mega not long ago(some amount of hours ago). I can't control my actions anymore and I need to snap out of it before iNSaNiTY comes back to snatch the soul outta me like it did last time, when I tried to shut down the stream like the narcissistic hellish leader I was. I was irresponsible and couldn't handle the role anymore.
