Boyish, and when you think about it everyone is an attention seeker. Today's society thrives on popularity and visibility. Everyone strives for the top rank.

That was unnecessary of me. Oh well.

I don't wanna be popular.... I just wanna die in a hole....

See that?
Attention. Everyone wants attention in some way. Some are kicked to the curb, and some are on top because of this. Suicide, depression, and anxiety are all ways for modern day society to make a living. Therapists want people to have those so they can help, social media feeds on it, television gets great buzz when the characters are 'relatable', and people self diagnose for, yet again I say, attention. The world feeds off popularity and pain. It may not seem right, but that's how it is.

I don't even want attention, deadass. I just wanna be left alone tbh. I was forced to the top and it's a place I don't want to be.

Then uh, why don't you skiddadle?

I think I know why. Our society has based a structure upon YOU. You're the main beam. Don't let them continue to feed off you, set it down. If you feel as though we're making you stay in a bad place, then leave. We can deal. You have been at the top ever since the beginning of the stream. They built on you. If you want to continue, you have to build strength to hold the many possibilities. (Yes I know I'm using too many metaphors.) It's gonna fall apart some.

Mega is the leader, and the reason I don't reclaim it is because I hate the attention. This stream may have been created by me but it's different now with varieties of people. I don't know if I can be that strong... I've tried but it's stressful. Managing school, part-time animations, youtube, reddit, discord, and imgflip is a lot on my plate.

Actually, no one is appointed full on leader

No, we made a comprimise with Mega, so no.

Now? Yes. Then? No.

Actually, no

He may be, but they still look to you as the leader. You may not ever reclaim, but they'll always think of you as the person in charge. It's been that way for so long it's hard to suddenly change.

No one is appointed full on leader

I can't bring myself back to a leader position when I barely even manage everything else and I don't want people looking towards me as their leader. After all, Mega is a good leader and I say he should be more looked up to. Besides, I was never really "in charge" it just seemed that way. I created the stream with my irl memer group (hence the MS because it was Mildly Small at the time). I shouldn't have acted like a leader. I'm not a stereotypical Leo. I cant keep being so narcissistic and trying to lead.

mood-

https://youtu.be/CBSz_ezpgEk

girlish but sense this is a boy in the meme boyish idk but to me ur girlish and no u arent a attention seeker

i think ur girlish but now that i think about it that may just be short hair idk but yeah

1. Boyish
2. A lot, yes

1A. Understandable. Have a great day.

2A. Yeah thanks I know because you act like it a lot even without saying it to my face

Can't say things to your face behind a screen

You know what I meant, dumbfuçk.

Boy you are boyish plz don't

I hate you.

both
yes/no

How tho
What does that even mean-

idk

Just, how both????

What the hell does "yes/no" mean? It's a one answer question with one word.

I don’t know

Don’t question me

K..?

1. im to stupid to know

2. im too lazy to do this

1. id say more boyish, but that can change

2. not at all

Understandable.

K

The first question: you’re boyish

Second question: Meh idk

Thought so

._.

You thought everyone would say that or do you just know me so well that you knew that I was gonna say that?

A2.

I ate food what happened while i was gone

There's a "am i a
A) boi or femboi
or
B) girl or tomboy
trend

what happened tho

almost someone suicided, otherwise nothing but OC stuff

A) B o t h

B) Nope

1.

2. Ok

you act both ways sometimes

How tho

You have girlish tendencies, but otherwise act like a boi