Oh what did I upset you with, o great one? What else should i do for you, hang myself? You know damn well I will if that's what it takes for you to realize I do love you and this shatters me to peoces.
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Pieces mf auto
[deleted]
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What the f**k are you talking about?
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“o great one”
?
[deleted] M
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WE? More like why haven't I? YOU deserve life, I don't.
[deleted]
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No I f**king don’t
I’m a let down to everyone who knows me
Which is like 7 people
You and my family
[deleted] M
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I used "o great one" in a fuçking sarcastic way
[deleted]
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I f**king know.
Why?
[deleted] M
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You have NEVER let me down. Don't even THINK about saying that.
[deleted]
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Yes I have.
What were JUST talking about?
Also, remember the (as you describe it, argument) that we had like a few weeks ago?
Remember the other arguments?
Remember ALL the arguments?
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Also I’ve made u wanna kill yourself (according to you) by attempting suicide
[deleted] M
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Why? Because I'm pissed. Why am I pissed? Because I was already fuçking depressed and this adds onto it leading me to rage
Just because I'm pissed doesn't fuçking mean you let me down. Enough of this. I've done more to you than you have to me.
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Why are we even together?
Answer honestly.
[deleted] M
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As has almost everybody, nothing new. I've always been on edge.
[deleted]
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Hold on.
I think we should talk in DMs
I’m kinda getting confused as to what you’re responding to
[deleted] M
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Yes thank you for using your brain
[deleted]
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I can see what you mean
Why do I forgive you for everything you’ve done?
[deleted] M
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Why? I don't even know anymore. We always argue and it's turning into a toxic relationship. I loved you and still do. You? Not sure.
[deleted]
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I love you
But we always argue and I hate arguing with you
[deleted] M
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Then why argue and not just LISTEN? I hate arguing too.
[deleted]
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Because it’s very hard for me to control my emotions
[deleted] M
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I don't know, why do you? Only YOU can answer that, I don't live in your head. Asshole. [Redacted] was go***mn f**king right. I'm sick and tired of this shit I'm done.
[deleted]
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I’m the asshole?
I’ve been loyal in this so-called relationship we’re in while all you’ve done is make me more depressed
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And what do you mean by they were right?
[deleted] M
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Maybe that's part of the reason you're in therapy
*holding onto the ceiling* not saying I don't go to therapy for that reason though.
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Eh
Idk, maybe
[deleted] M
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Well I'm sorry that I tried to help you and failed because I'll never be good enough for anyone. I'm sorry that I've so poorly made an effect on you and emotionally killing myself in the process. Gee I'm sorry that I tried to take my life every single time you tried to kill yourself.
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I f**king doubt that last bit
[deleted]
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You didn’t fail the first few times.
I thought I was cared about
But then I realized you don’t actually love me
[deleted] M
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Doubt it all the fuçk you want. Hell just fuçking doubt me. Hate me. Go back to the old days where you hated me to death.
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I can’t. I’m not that type of person anymore.
[deleted] M
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Oh and don't you DARE pull the "you don't actually love me" card. I'm sick of your shit and this is killing me inside and out.
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If you did why would you let me down so many times
It’s not like you didn’t know it’d upset me so why did you?
[deleted] M
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Maybe because I've let everyone down and it's what I've done since the moment I was born? I don't actually fuçking know.
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Well we’re both huge let downs and both have no purpose whatsoever so how come we haven’t killed ourselves yet