something you don't understand?

OMG

what?

The realization

What do you mean? About Jesus and Joseph? It's pretty funny .

I just realized on a technicality Joseph isn't Jesus's Dad lol

lol, ikr? And the meme is how kids act nowadays with step parents sometimes, so it's funny to see jesus do it.

I get that my mom just was with someone and I didn't want to accept that he could be my step dad even though I already have a dad, weird

That sounds like a pretty great christmas, I'm happy you had a great one.

How was New Year's?

Not too bad, you?

It was fun we went over to my mom's boyfriends house stayed up got some victory royales on Fortnite and we had sparkling grape juice at 12:00

very cool, I'm glad you rang the new year in right. I stayed home and played my guitar most of the night, then I went to my best friends house, and hung out with him and some friends for a few hours.

Yeah, it was cool. I have been playing guitar for 43 years. I had a band that had a top ten single in Brazil and England. My brother had a band that did way better than that, you might have heard of them, although you are a bit young, you can look them up, they were called R.E.M.. If you would like to hear my first solo album, you can do so an mitchmills48.com. I am currently working on my second album. I also have a youtube channel and you can see videos of me playing. It's great that you play. Stick with it, it's worth the effort.

OMG you play guitar! so do I, though I am still learning that is cool that we both play. It sounds like you had a good New Year's too.

sorry to hear that, unfortunately that seems to be the way of it anymore, I can't say anything, I've been divorced twice with a child from each marriage. It's not what I wanted.

Well, my mom and him got in a fight so I think that is gone for a while. Although that stinks that you have been divorced twice. If only it went better

I hope it works out ok for you. Thank you for that, I wish it worked out better, it seems like being in a relationship should be easier than it is, that it should just come naturally and not be so damn difficult, but nope. I wanted to tell you something. I have a great deal of respect for you, for apologizing to me when we argued, and for being the first to apologize, that show an incredible amount of maturity on your part, especially for your age, and shines a favorable light on your character. What's more, I like you and I am enjoying our conversation. Just wanted you to know.

Thank you! I enjoy conversing as well, although I am a bit touchy on the subject of this marriage with my mom and this other guy still, even though it has been a while.

Well, I can promise you, your mom is doing the best she can with what she has, most parents do, and she deserves some happiness too, so if he makes her happy, and as long as he doesn't treat you wrong, then do her a favor and try to be cool about it, if you can. She'll appreciate you for it.

Yeah, she has been she enjoys her time with me and my brothers. Although I can tell she is questioning somethings, but it is nice to see her. Anyway how was your Christmas?

My christmas was pretty blah. Didn't do anything, didn't see any family, I hate this covid 19 thing, it has really messed up my life. It has cost me a tremendous amount of money, and caused me to be at home by myself for far too long. One bit of good news, I finally got another car, I have been without one for almost a year. What about you?

Well being twelve has its perks, we did our annual thing and opened up some new pajamas Christmas Eve and opened presents on Christmas. We later went up to my Mom's Sisters house and had Christmas dinner. We had to leave early though, my Mom got drunk and brought back some thoughts about her Dad's death earlier this year. We went up to our Grandparents and had a nice lunch/dinner there after we opened presents, and we went to our Granny's house and did the same thing. My dad got a new car too, but Covid has pulled families apart and everyone is separated, but there is some upsides to it too, all you have to do is find them like I did.