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in my case it does

That's wht u think but it actually ain't the case.

it does

Hm ok. I'll let u believe that but it ain't true.

see it is im struggling with life AND im failing life

U can't rly fail life. Life doesn't need anything from u.

and yet i do

How?

idk i just suck and deserve life so i fail at it

No it isn't. That's wht ur depression wants u 2 believe.

no im just worthless

Well, existing isn't a bad thing.
And how ru a burden on others?

i exist thats enough for me to burden with who i am and how i act

Again, that's the depression taking not u.

i dont deserve to be happy

k

U r. Ur just 2 humble 2 admit it.

no im just worthless

Yeah it is.

probably both

That's ok. This is for u not 4 me.

but i will try to not beat myself up

U ain't a burden u don't know wht an actual burden looks like and u will b happy. And don't try do it.

i meant ill try to stop beating myself up

i bet if have ever done anything bad a lot of people have done worse and that u are very lucky to even have a computer :)

only computer i have is for school

then ur lucky u have a school to be. Taught in :)

Y not?

im not a good person i dont do good things and im just a burden

How do u act?

like a burden

Well, life isn't a person. U can't fail it. Sure u can make sucky choices that affect ur mood and shite but that can b fixed.

i cant be fixed

U know wht ok. Just start w/ that.

i will

Ik that if i said that rn u wouldn't agree either. U would b saying the things i am 2 u rn.

well thats cause unlike me your a good person

Anyways lad. Ur worthy. U deserve 2 b happy and u ain't a burden. U ain't failing at life cause that ain't possible and stop beating urself up 4 no reason.

i dont deserve to be happy and i am a burden but ill try

Everyone sucks in their own way. Don't mean they're failing. As i said. U can't rly fail life.

im a disappoint a failure and i dont deserve to be happy or be alive

Yeah ik. But just hv the mindset of not beating urself up not "I will try not 2 beat myself up"

okay

Wht bad things do u do?

i just dont do good things i exist and end being a burden on those who know me

That's wht worthy ppl always think.

but im not worthy

ok look lad, we're just going in circles now. U can't find a single solid answer there fore, whtever u think abt ur self isn't true.

it is

Sounds like depression talking not u.

maybe idk

Yeah

i cant promise results though

I've heard that alot from ppl but they always got better. U can 2. U just need 2 start 2 stop beating urself up.

why should i? i dont deserve anything

Imma say that's a huge lie but this ain't abt me.

it isnt