Are you okay, reading the previous comments people are just being assholes. I want to help. Its fine to feel like this one day and feel happy another. Nobody has the power to say you must feel sad everyday. Its not fine that people are just saying its a trick, being its not. I feel you, you don't have to explain yourselves to others if they are just being assholes, so go ahead and vent to me. I won't judge :)