Look I'm not trying to be rude but at this point I cannot tell if anyone is being serious or not. If you are being serious however I suggest you call the national Suicide Prevention hotline, Or just DM me.
AT THIS POINT I CAN'T EVEN TELL IF PEOPLE ARE FAKING SUICIDE OR ACTUALLY NEEDING HELP. FOR THE PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO ARE DOING THIS FOR ATTENTION, F**K YOU SO F***KING MUCH. IN GENERAL I'M A NICE PERSON BUT THIS IS INSANE.