Why. Why am i such a sinner?

329 views • 14 upvotes • Made by anonymous 4 years ago in LGBTQ

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2 ups, 4y
It's wasn't your fault, The guys was already suicidal, Someone was gonna trigger him eitherway.
[deleted]
1 up, 4y, 1 reply
I'm sorry to hear that, but...hopefully, with this knowledge, you can help others.

This person probably wouldn't want their pain to affect others.

Hopefully, you'll feel better soon. I wish you the best, Arrow.
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1 up, 4y
Thank you
[deleted]
1 up, 4y
yikes. well, it wasn't your fault he commited suicide.
[deleted]
1 up, 4y, 1 reply
You don't deserve to die
chimmels
0 ups, 4y, 1 reply
Like you didn’t kill him he was bluffing
_h_
1 up, 4y, 1 reply
How do you know he was "bluffing"?
chimmels
0 ups, 4y, 1 reply
Why would he leave a message to a randome person on the internet ( no offense)
[deleted]
2 ups, 4y, 3 replies
He didn’t. There was a poem making mental illness seem cute and quirky. I argued with him as well as other people. He brought up his own mental illness. 



He said he was suicidal, depressed and in a very hard school district. Then he gave an update later that said his brother had seen the comments and was calling him things like h*e and telling him to kill himself. He said he was going to at 5:15 AM GMT. It was early morning my time... 12:00 AM. I didn’t respond soon enough. I didn’t see soon enough.



He jumped from the top of an 11 story building and it is my fault for arguing with him and havunv him bring up his illness. If I didn’t his brother never would have seen and pushed him over the edge.
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1 up, 4y, 1 reply
You did the right thing, his BROTHER is the problem! Wtf, why do you think that it was your fault? That's dumb, buddy. I know that sounds mean, but it's dumb. You were trying to raise awareness to the people romanticising depression and his brother's an ass, what the actual f**k?
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1 up, 4y, 1 reply
I guess because things are usually my fault but mainly because if I hadn’t argued his brother wouldn’t have seen and said those things. Asher never would have listened and jumped. 11 floors. No one can survive that.
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1 up, 4y
His brother's just a w**re, don't blame yourself.
[deleted]
1 up, 4y
Even if it did happen, it isn't your fault and it his brother
chimmels
0 ups, 4y, 1 reply
I don’t belive this
[deleted]
1 up, 4y
I would send screenshots but I don’t want to look at that again. Not ever again.
[deleted]
1 up, 4y, 1 reply
I really really really don't want to be that guy,



But man you're overreacting to an extreme level.



You don't deserve to die, his brother decided to chime in and he a dick and he killed himself.
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2 ups, 4y, 1 reply
People keep saying that I am overreacting and not at fault. And don’t worry, I already wanted to die sometimes before I killed Asher. This is just adding to that feeling.
[deleted]
1 up, 4y, 1 reply
Yikes I know that feeling
[deleted]
1 up, 4y, 1 reply
The wanting to die? It’s not like I wouldn’t deserve it anyways.
[deleted]
1 up, 4y, 1 reply
Debatable
[deleted]
1 up, 4y, 2 replies
Good things I’ve done:



Bad things I’ve done: 

Killed a teen(7th grade) 

Threw acorns at a squirrel(6th grade)

Wished for someone to be seriously injured(every year) 

Lied about writing someone cruel letters(2nd grade) 

Ghosted friends over stupid things(7th grade)

Cheated on major tests(5th&7th)

Threw sticks at a ball to get it out of a tree over teachers cars(6th grade)

Laughed when a girl got her foot sliced open(6th grade)

Lied to a teacher to get out of trouble when caught cheating(5th grade)



It goes on and on... tell me that I still deserve to live.
[deleted]
0 ups, 4y, 1 reply
Only 3 things on this lists are really major. 1 3 and 8 are the worst
[deleted]
0 ups, 4y
To me 1&8 is really the worst... "seriously injured" was an exaggeration. More like get a broken arm from always being STUPID and climbing like 50 feet into trees. 



8 was... some idiot was running through heavy doors and got a bloody, but not deep, cut. Like a skinned knee. Most kids would maybe cry a little, but she started screaming weird things. Screamed like a banshee too. Like she screamed that she would have me kicked from the school for not holding the door for her(I was on the other side of the cafe, lol). I wasn't laughing at the injury, but the stupid threats and overreaction.
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0 ups, 4y, 1 reply
Debatable
[deleted]
0 ups, 4y, 1 reply
Your just going to keep saying debatable. Whatever, I know right from wrong and killing defiantly is very wrong and killers need to be take. Off the face of this earth
[deleted]
0 ups, 4y, 2 replies
I'm not going to keep saying debatable, for instance I'm going to say you're acting dumb. I'm being honest, you're being dumb.
[deleted]
0 ups, 4y
I can’t reply to your latest comment so... I’m not sure what I’m supposed to learn here. I accidentally killed someone and feel bad for it and that it’s my fault. 



Anyone I tell about this doesn’t seem to grasp that I feel guilty for it. Maybe it’s not logical to others but it makes sense in my mind. And I’m not a person guided by emotions.
[deleted]
0 ups, 4y, 1 reply
Thank you. It was rather dumb of me to even post this. I am coming to that conclusion rapidly.
[deleted]
0 ups, 4y
I hope you learn from this exchange.
[deleted]
0 ups, 4y
Its not your fault, in my opinion if you don't do it on purpose, and you are not the main reason, than its not your fault.
[deleted]
0 ups, 4y
rip a fuccin rinno
chimmels
0 ups, 4y, 1 reply
Fake
[deleted]
1 up, 4y, 1 reply
I wish. If y’all saw the exchange you’d see he was pretty serious about it.
chimmels
0 ups, 4y
No at least I don’t think so

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I THINK I KILLED SOMEONE. A DUDE POSTED A POEM ABOUT MENTAL ILLNESS. I REPLIED AND SAID IT ROMANIZED MENTAL ILLNESS BECAUSE IT DID. TURNS OUT THIS GUY WAS SUICIDAL AND DEPRESSED. AND HIS TWIN BROTHER SAW THE COMMENTS AND TEASED HIM. LIKE TOLD HIM TO JILL HIMSELF. HE LISTENED... AND LEFT A MESSAGE SAYING HE WOULD JUMP FROM AN 11 STORY APARTMENT. HE JUMPED ON THURSDAY ACCORDING TO HIS COMMENT. IF I HADN’T MEDDLED... HE WOULDN’T HAVE JUMPED. I WASN’T THE ONLY ONE BUT STILL... I KILLED HIM. I FEEL WORSE THEN WORDS CAN EXPRESS. WHY DIDN’T I DIE INSTEAD? I WANT TO DIE. I DON’T DESERVE LIFE AND DEATH WOULD BE BETTER THEN BEING PLAGUED FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. I NEED A BREAK FOR A WHILE. SEE Y’ALL IN A FEW DAYS. MAYBE.