I need help

What's been happening to you lately are you ok? I am getting worried. I saw this and thought that I should keep on watch to make sure that you don't hurt yourself you seemed to be in a really bad place

Soo uhh my grandma is in confinement getting the situation evaluated a-and if you didnt read my last post please do so (this would make more sense) so uhh i-i found my m-mom dead on the g-ground with a note that said sorry the boy is next, i-im terrified and when my dad saw h-he he slapped me a-and I ran not knowing what to do and I came back because I started worrying that something could happen to him.... and he apologized he didnt know what got into h-him anyways w-we are in our house trying to figure out what to do and my "grandma" is rich a-and pays for almost everything.... so if w-we ran where would w-we go... i-im terrified and couldnt sleep last night... please PLEASE help me...

And it's all my fault...

It's not your fault. It's your 'Grandma' s fault. You can't change anything about your sexuality

It's not your fault, That bitch is f**king deranged!

HOLY SHIT

Oh god, I wish I could actually help.
You should go to the police. That's my advice

Go to the police, Immediately! If not there, Then the Parks, The sewers! Somewhere that bitch can't find you!

Ok. This is not your fault for one. For two, you need to get out of there. The government can help in situations like this. Call the police. Show them the note. They will be required to provide protection for you.

And if they won’t help, just get in a car and go. Start a Go Fund Me. Get as far away as you possibly can then worry about finances. Go to a hotel. Explain the situation. See if they will let you stay the night or for a while for free. If one says no, then keep trying until someone is willing to let you in.

And if worst comes to worst, fight back if anyone comes. Get some sort of weapon even if it’s just a kitchen knife. Punch. Kick. Scream and do everything to get out of that house.

oh my god dude, you okay? You havent posted often so what happened?

WTF KIND OF F**KED UP-kalm i would like to help in any way possible