Idk wtf my life is anymore

*Clayton is calmly smoking a cigar while reading a book on the CIA*

Clayton: Those idiots in the Pentagon REALLY don't know the difference between socialism and true communism, don't they?

*He notices Rei.*

Clayton: Why hello there.

Rei: ._.

*Clayton senses they're uneasiness*

Clayton: You ok?

Rei: *glitches* *nods yes*

*Clayton stares as they glitch*

Clayton: Wait, what was that?

Rei: ?

Clayton: The thing you just did. The glitch thing.

Rei: o-oh....that...

Clayton: Is it a problem or anything? Because if it is, I can fix it... if you want.

Rei: n-no.......it j-just happens w-when I'm scared....

Clayton: Really? We're you born with it, or was it a freak accident?

Rei: *glitches back* y-yep

Clayton: Oh dear... how horrid.

Rei:.....

Clayton: Wanna get something to eat? I've got some left over money to burn.

Rei: s-sure I g-guess....

Clayton: Good! Macdonalds or Burger King?

Rei: U-um....... W-whatever you want?

Clayton: Macdonalds it is then!

Rei: okie d-dokie

*They arrive at the Macdonalds*

Clayton: 20 piece Mcnuggets?

Rei: it's k-kind of both

Clayton: Tell me! This book is giving me a headache anyways.

Rei: ok, u-um......

Clayton: Go ahead, don''t be shy.

Rei: ...... *glitches a lot*

Clayton: Oh hell.

Rei: s-sorry....

Clayton: It's ok. I see that your nervous about it. As I said I could help you control that.

Rei: I-it's not possible to control........ *glitches through the floor*

Clayton: So you live everyday in a very laggy darkrp server?

Zyx; Hello

Mia: *feels light headed* *ignores it and keeps cutting her arm* *its close to being cut in half completly*

Zyx: *banging on the force field* STOP

Mia: *right before she cuts her arm completely in half, she stops, and faints. The force feild gose away*

Zyx: *runs over to her* What do I do what do I do what do I do what do I do

*mia is still alive and breathing, but there is neon pink blood in a puddle by her body*

Zyx: *shaking* *picks Mia up* You can do this Zyx just one person

Mia: .....

Zyx: *teleports them both right outside of Serena’s house*
(Yeah basically all of my OC’s know Serena, even Syth)

(Noice)
Mia:*still fainted*

Zyx; *knocks on the door rapidly still shaking*

Mia: *waves hi*

Zyx: I’m Zyx

Mia: Mia.......*messing with her purple-ish knife*

Zyx: Cool name

Mia: thanks.....

Zyx: So what do you like to do

Mia: not much....*cuts her finger but dosnt notice, or care* *keeps messing with the knife*

Zyx: carful!

Mia: ?

Zyx: Don’t cut yourself

Mia: ?!

Serena: Show it the way you want it to go and they will listen

Mia: o...k.......

*the Azulin flies in circles*

Mia: *dosnt know what to do*

*it shoots up into the sky*

Mia: !!

*it breaks through some clouds and then goes head first towards the ground*

Mia: !.......

*at the last second it sweeps back upwards again*

Mia: *nods yes*

Serena: *pulls out three slabs of meat*

Mia:?

Serena: Each if you, take one
Zyx; Ok *he takes one*

Mia: *takes one*

Serena: *sits on the edge of the cliff*

Mia: *sits on the edge as well, but sitting where she could easily fall off*

Zyx: *sits next to her, close enough he can grab her if she falls*
(By the way Serena is sitting with her legs dangling off and so is Zyx)

Mia: ...... *slowly moves away from zyx so she has a better chance of falling*

Zyx: *moves closer to Mia*

Mia: 0-0

*a Pink one with black markings takes Mia’s meat*

Mia: :0

*a blue and yellow one takes Zyx’s meat and he skips on it*

Mia: *gets onto hers* *almost falls off*

*it flies into the canyon with her*

Mia: *thinking that this is slightly fun*

Zyx: Woah this is awesome!

Mia: yea.....

Zyx; Are you ok?

Mia: yea...

Serena: Good

Mia: *tries smiling* *fails*

Serena: *flies off*

Mia: ...

Mia: besides the pain part, why is it bad?

Zyx: Because it is dangerous!

Mia: how?

Zyx: You could die!

Mia: oh....well everyone could die

Zyx: You could die before you lived your life

Mia: I've lived through enough sh*t for 5 lifetimes

Zyx; You still have a life to live so why are you trying to end it early

Mia: *shrugs* again, I've lived through so much I feel like I have nothing left to experience

Zyx: Well uh-
Serena: Have you ever ridden a six winged flying snake?

Mia: *nods yes*

Zyx: Good

Mia: ...... *jumps off*

*the Azulin catches her on its back*

Mia: thinking: GOD... FREAKING DAMMIT

*it snorts*

Mia: -_______-

Serena: Try closing your eyes

Mia: *closes her eyes*

*she feels as if she just merged with the Azulin, she can feel herself on it and the wind brushing against its scales, she can feel the wind currents of the canyon for miles Around*

Mia: *looks down*

Mia: yea

Serena: They do that

Mia: has it happened to you?

Serena: Yep

Mia: *almost laughs, but stops herself*

Serena: You are allowed to laugh you know

Mia: I know......... Thinking: wait was that....the first time i laughed?

Serena: *friendly smile*

Mia: *dosnt know what a smile or smileing really is* ?

Serena: You ok?

Mia: *moves away from them again*

Zyx: *moves closer again* -__-
Serena: Follow my lead *she holds out a piece of meat*

Mia: *dose what Serena did* *moves away AGAIN*

Zyx; *moves closer and holds out his piece of meat*
Serena: Since neither of you have ridden Azulins will have to choose who gets your offer so it will take longer

Mia: *moves even farter away*

Serena: Stop moving around -_-

Mia: fine....

*a white and gold Azulins flies up to Serena and takes the meat from her hand*
Serena; *as the Azulin takes the meat she slips onto it’s back*

Mia: thinking: :0 woah

*several more Azulins fly up a s mover a few feet away from Mia and Zyx*
Serena: *she locks her knees behind the first set of wings and the Azulin flies into the canyon*

*farther

(.......My family has been falling apart because I said I was depressed....my brother..started drinking and it's my fault he started, my mom is more stressed and again it's my fault for that too...)
Mia: *healed*

( That isn’t your fault, it is important you tell people who care about you what you are going through, and there could be other reasons for your brother to start drinking, and your mom is probably more stressed because your brother started drinking again to)
Serena: *she says in a tired voice* Done

(....... I just... Really think it's my fault...)
Mia: *wakes up, confused* ?!

( It isn’t your fault, everyone is stressed because of Covid, and there could be reasons you don’t know about. Things will get better, the vaccine is coming out in a month, only a month, and then this entire stupid pandemic business will finally be over)
Zyx; Why did you do that?!

(I guess yea.....but still..)
Mia: *shrugs* ...

(Make sure you get exercise and eat healthy, if you take care of yourself even if you don’t get better you won’t get worse either)
Zyx: You shouldn’t hurt yourself!

(K.. :) )
Mia: yea yea, I've heard that a million times

(It’s almost over)
Zyx: Well you should listen!

Mia: ....

Zyx: It isn’t good to hurt yourself!

Mia: thinking: why is this being helping me...? Or are they hurting me? I can't tell....at least I can think when I'm fainted

Serena: *opens the door* Oh my crab! *she rushes over to Mia*

Mia: thinking: I can kind of hear what's going on...

Serena: *pushes healing energy into Mia*

Mia: *healing slightly* thinking: dang it, these people are really determined to keep me alive

Serena: *keeps healing Mia*

Mia: *healing more*

(Oh explain your tagline. Now.)
Serena: *keeps healing Mia*

(It's nothing.......)
Mia: *almost healed*

(Tell. Me. Now.)
Serena: *keeps healing Mila*

Mia: Wouldnt the worst ones hurt tho?...

Zyx: Nope

Mia: well if it's REALLY bad you would feel it, but if its a small injury you wouldn't, right?

Zyx: I’m Nullium a doctor

Mia: *takes her knife and runs it from her shoulder down her arm, more neon pink blood dripping*

Mia: ?

(I’m not a doctor*)
Zyx: Stop doing that!

Mia: *not listening to them*

Zyx: STOP!! *he is trying to teleport in*

Mia: *not feeling any pain*

Zyx: STOP!!! *he is still trying to teleport in*

*also it dosnt work*

Mia: *can only hear muffled talking because the barrier is partally sound proof*

Zyx; Stop!

Mia: *still cant hear*

Zyx: *bangs on the force shield*

Mia: *looks up, and accidentally drops the knife and it cuts her leg* ?

Mia: what?..

Zyx: Don’t hurt yourself!

Mia: it dosnt hurt.......*picks up the knife and keeps throwing and catching it, sometimes catching it by the blade*

Zyx; You still shouldn’t hurt yourself!

Mia: if it dosnt hurt that means I'm not hurting myself...

Zyx; You know the worst burns are the ones that don’t hurt

Mia: why do you care..?

Zyx: Because I do

Mia: ...

Zyx: Now come on, let’s go ride some Azulins

Mia: k

Serena: They are this way *she starts walking*

Mia: *follows*

Zyx; *follows*
Serena: *leads them to a large canyon where six winged snakes of all different sizes fly around inside it*

Mia: woah.

Serena: They are pretty aren’t they

Mia: do they even exsist?

Serena: Oh they exist all right, and I’ve ridden one

Mia: *sarcasticly, but no one can tell she is being sarcastic* seems like I could fall off one and die easily, so I might try that

Serena: They wouldn’t let you

Mia: dang it

Serena: It’s quite a fun ride

Mia: ..

(Sorry I took so long I had to look up the rp where Azulins (six winged flying snakes) where introduced into Agretha because I forgot what they where called)
Serena: Want to try it out?

(It's okie dokie)
Mia: if I can't die or get hurt from it, not really *again being sarcastic*

Zyx: Well I’m not letting you do anything that could get you hurt

Mia: *looks at her finger* oh......I cut myself.......

Zyx: Yeah

Mia: *keeps messing with the knife*

Zyx: You should be more careful with that

Mia: that's what they all say.....

Zyx: Well they all are right

Mia: *puts a lavender-ish pink dome shaped barrier around herself* *the barrier is unbreakable,and teleport proof*

Zyx: ?

Mia: *tosses the knife in the air and catches it by the blade* *neon pink blood drips from her hand to the ground* *she dosnt react and keeps tossing the knife and catching it*

Zyx: Don’t do that!

Mia: *was expecting that she was going to crash into the ground*

*it does a battle roll so quickly she can’t fall off*

Mia: *wishes she fell off*

*The Azulin flies in circles*

Mia:....

Serena: *steers hers so she is next to Mia*

Mia: hi?

Serena: Hi, how’s it going

Mia: good....I guess

Serena: I see yours played a trick on you

Mia: .....?