IF YOUR COMFORTABLE WITH IT PLEASE VENT YOUR PROBLEMS IN THE COMMENTS, IT MAY NOT HELP MUCH BUT I THINK THAT IT'S GOOD TO TALK ABOUT IT :); I KNOW SOMETIMES WE JUST NEED A FRIEND. I'D BE GLAD TO LISTEN TO YOU AND UNDERSTAND, I KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO HOLD THINGS BACK, I'M ONE OF MANY PEOPLE TO TALK TO, GO AHEAD OR SCROLL PAST, ITS UP TO YOU :D