I am the type of kid to make friends with people who are suicidal and depressed. Idk why, I keep trying to part myself from that, but I keep doing so. Ive had mental breakdowns, because I wouldnt sleep nor eat and I was scared. I kept holding on to them and trying to tell them they have reasons. After my lasts friends attempt to commit suicide and failed, but it was pretty bad. I couldn't no more, and I left her.