Ignore the doges. they always cheer me up.

Where do I start...

I barely had the energy to write this and I don't think this deserves any attention.

I'm gonna start off by saying that my anorexia is destroying me, my insomnia, depression, and anxiety all have a part in my sad excuse for a life.

I'm behind on my schoolwork, I can't believe a single f**king thing anyone says when all it says is "don't commit suicide, people care about you" I dont have any proof anyone cares about me. I have no IRL friends, my parents are in a divorce, I literally weigh like 40 pounds or something so I cant do anything physically, I get migraines at around the beginning of the school day and they last until school is over, I don't feel like I deserve anything, I was recently in an insane asylum, I was arrested and I spent a couple of nights at jail, I've been taking almost fatal doses of cyanide I don't want to stop.

That's all I have to say.

i love you. i love you. i love you, and i would sincerely die for you. here are some words:

i am not here to say "stop feeling deppressed" because i know for a fact that is not how it works. you cant just sudddenly stop feeling like trash. i know. and i also know that you care more about others then you care about yourself, and you are super nice to other people. and maybe uve heard this before, but just no matter what you do, seriously, stab, cut, hit, cry, sob, feel depressed, can you do all that while eating? dont make yourself puke. it will make me cry. i cant look at starving people, its to difficult. i litterally could not look at someone who is starving if my life depended on it. so can you just eat? please? hate on yourself sure, but the first step is to get energy. if not mentally, physically. i truly understand that this is not easy, i seriously do, but its to hard for me if not you.

i love you.

Thank you. This means a lot. Someone took time out of their day to try and help me :)

always, always, anytime anywhere i will :/

Thank you thank you thank you thank you.

I literally way 40 pounds too

Do u got anorexia too? I also have bulimia.

No

Well, still even IK that 40 pounds isnt normal weight. my 4 yr old sister weighs more than me.

Yeah IK

No-no-no. Suicide is A F**KING THING THAT YOU HAVE TO BE REALLY SURE OF.
You have no IRL friends? What about us! THE WHOLE IMGFLIP! YOU WERE ARRESTED? YOU HAVE FREEDOM IN YPUR HOUSE NOW! YOUR PARENTS DIVORCED? Oh. YOU DO NOT FEEL LIKE YOU DESERVE ANYTHING BUT HERE YOU HAVE A LIFE THAT IS DESERVED FOR YOU. I AM BEHIND ON SCHOOLWORK TOO. stop is the only word I have. I have most of these, but honestly, I just enjoy life.

I haven't slept for a while I can't really process what I just read.

Same

Well, I slept at like almost two in the morning and woke up at 6

Sometimes, I find myself playing video games at 2 am or something and I think that I missed all of my school bc I thought it was 2 pm.

Oh

Yeah

Fūcking hell

I'm concerned.

Did you actually read the entire thing?

yes

Oh

I feel so bad...

I'm sorry you're going through that but please live

I feel like I'm dying.

At least eat something

you're going to die if you don't and even if I don't know you well don't risk your life. You only get one chance. I promise you things will get better if you push forward. I'm anorexic too, but still. I know it hurts

Every time I eat something I make myself throw up.

just once don't make yourself throw up please

You're way too light

I want to make myself throw up.