well that means you are a good person no matter how much shit you are being put through. that will pay off, even if your life is super f**ked up, you've made it this far so you can go a little farther. i honestly honestly owe you a deep debt of gratitude, someone like you could easily turn out horrible, but you are turning out, scarred maybe, but kind. not tryna sound like some cheesy mom tryna sound like their kids best friend tho. hehe, one more thing, if you are just feeling super f**ked up, and you need to talk to soembody, u can text me here on imgflip. i think you can do dat, u just eed the user name of the person. good luck with life :)