I Probably Should Focus One Thing At A Time According To What I'm Doing (I'm starting to become anxious at this point)

Should I make it fancy or fun, omg I don't know anymore....

*pours myself wine*

*my anxiety attack snaps* I don't even know why I try to politely ask for help anymore....I see how it is, I'm everyone's last priority. I mean, does anyone even feel my pain?!?! Does Anyone know what it's like to feel invisible compared to everyone else?!?! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE ANY LONGER!!!

I mean like,
I never knew you wanted help
Bu-but I wasn’t asked :(