Well startig from a few months ago I had a recurring dream where I kept calling people the N word and I didn't know what to do, because I wanted to NOT call people the N word in my dreams, and recently I had this dream where I called Obama the N word like 100 times and it just ended.
I then talked to some of my friends on Discord about it and they told me to ask reddit for help. Once I made a throwaway account I posted to r/confessions to see what I should do. The top comment suggested that I have to give in and reenact in in real life once and I would be cured.
It was risky but better than having Obama stare at me in my dreams forever. I printed out a paper with Obama's face on it and after some tries I got around to saying it. A few friends of mine found out and It kind of became an inside joke. I made an imgflip account dedicated to the meme itself, but I keep getting flagged as racist.