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Convo with breezy:

Me: ?

Me: Also, do not ask to be appointed to commander if you haven't already, you have too much stress anyway

Breezy: I didnt but everyone else keeps doing so

Breezy: Wait...What are you trying to do?

Me: Wdym by "trying to do"

Breezy: Hmmmm....you kinda seem sketchy

Me: What, be specific by how im sketchy

Breezy: I dont know...theres something not right and you seem upset or grouchy
Or Jealous...

Me: Uh... i have no idea what you are talking about, i just said you probably shouldn't because you have told me several times that imgflip is really stressful rn, calm down broskii

Breezy: Theres that. But honestly besides that you seem a little off
uh, wdym by that?

Breezy: Im okay with Imgflip for now. But now I have home issues.

Breezy: It seems like as long as Cayde isnt here, I am okay

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Breezy: I dont know! What I mean by this!!!

Breezy: My therapist and doctor kinda just said that I have PTSD and Depression and really bad anxiety. They want me on meds.
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Me: then just calm down and take a b r e a k
and no i cant say anything on that

i'll talk with her.

thx

np bro.

Bro, just forget shit happened. Forget that convo.

just did.

but cayde is here imgflip.com/i/4kn72v

yah this was 3 days ago

oh

I'll talk to her too. I've dealt with this type thing before

Mom, please don’t. You know what’s going to happen once you tell him that right? If he is lying, he will alter his story, changing our state of thought, don’t.

I think it's time I tell my story

Okay? I don’t know where your going with this, but go on...

Hold on a sec

Hey, I have to go. But plz tell me your “story” I’ll look into it later.

just commented it ttyl

no, dont. i just tried. dont.

How do you delete comments on meme chat?

You click on your “blue crown” and it will say “delete”

ok thanks

Here is my story (I probably need to re type it later)

Back when I was probably 8 or 9 years old I got strep throat. A little while later I didn't want to throw anything away. I was a horder. I wanted to keep everything. I worried about where things went when they were thrown away. Also if I saw a stuffed animal in the store and didn't get it I'd worry about who bought the toy. I was miserable. I couldn't help it. I remember it started when i cleaned my room. I had to keep it all. We went to the doctor and I got some meds. I felt so much better. It was like life was normal again. I was happy. I remember while I was in bed I'd have my mom read a story. It relaxed me. I'd sing myself to sleep. That's probably why I still do that today. I learned later i probably had something called pandas disease.

Okay, that’s a problem. My grandma’s a hoarder, and it’s really getting to her... take the stuff you will always treasure the most out of... like a “xbox 4” you’re not gonna throw that away right? It’s expensive, valuable.

well I take medicine now.

I felt like myself worries and fears took over brain. That was all I could think about

Okay. I know exactly what this is. You brainwashed yourself. You think for yourself, but you don’t really think it through.

let me Google something

Okay?

Ok. Well, at least I know what PANDAS stands for.

lol. That is the simple stuff

Lol.

Sorta. If you look it up it's actually caused by strep throat

Okay, that altered my thinking.

Look medication for me is something that causes issues for my family.

Same goes for me. My family isn't rich. They worry cause they love you. And the only way to not make them worry is to take care of yourself

They got too much to worry about. I cant do that to them

I feel the same way. I have braces glasses medications. Dr's visits. I feel awful about it

Exactly. I have braces, and I go to the doctor and have therapy...thats too much money

I feel guilty too. I might need a surgery with a ton of physical therapy and Dr appointments and so much more. But they do it because they love you

Yeah...

dm me

Look medication is expensive....not only that but I cant make my parents worry

oh wait you can?

Yeah.

c o o l

you cant.

well then

actually you can.

oh

ye

ok thank

np

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