so when I was young me dad lived with me grandma one day he wasn't there and I thought he was at work turns out she kicked him out bc he didn't have a job so I couldn't see he as much I could there was times I had to pick either probably seeing my dad or hanging out with friends i would cry over not seeing my dad and this started when I was in 2nd grade now since my dad wasn't in my life has much I grown a back bone meaning I don't give a s**t what people say about me