dont be ashamed, its ok if your not straight or "normal", in fact nobody's normal, which is ok. if you find the right friends they wont harass you. there will always be those people but try to block it out. it is common that the quiet kids are successful and the "cool" kids work at mcdonalds. people should treat each other equally, and there will always be those people that say not being straight is bad or bs like that. find yourself and go with it.