My OCD was a main reason why I played x-box and PC games before that. It became a bad thing and I had to stop for other reasons. It was not easy to let go of the outlet for pain.
ONE DOES NOT SIMPLY; not have pain. i am in a deep cover of darkness and sadness. i feel alone. i can no longer hold my head up high. i only find happiness through raging in call of duty to let it all out. life is hard. i am in pain.